Damn you Pumpkin deliciousness!

           One week down. Progress? Nope. Weight Loss? Nope. Motivation? Not really. I need to get my ass into gear. The last couple of days I've been feeling crappy and today I woke up with a face full of snot. Maybe that's why the scale says I gained 2 pounds. Yes, I'll go with that excuse today. I can honestly say, I'm lost. I literally have no idea where to start. I went to Walmart with no plan and bought food that looked healthy. Pretty sure I haven't eaten any of them. I don't know if I should be doing cardio or lifting weights. Stretching or swimming...gah...so lost. Tomorrow I'm gonna figure this shit out. Tomorrow...one of the words that I've become very familiar with...ugh.

I have such a love-hate relationship for you!

           I've also come to realize that I've come into quite a food routine. On the weekend, I went out by myself for the day. When I go to the mall, I always go to Starbucks. I have a soft spot for Pumpkin Spice Latte's and they have this ridiculous control over me. Anywho, are you aware that a Grande Pumpkin Spice Latte is 360 calories. I'm sure if I were to get it without whip and with skim milk, that would cut the calories, but let's be honest with ourselves that's not going to happen. So after walking around the mall, drinking my cup o' calories, I leave to head home. Hey, did you know that Dairy Queen has Pumpkin Pie Blizzards this time of year? I do, because my fat ass stopped for one of those too....Why? Because I had no children with me and I wanted ice cream and didn't want to share. Well let's take a moment to Google the calories in a mini Pumpkin Pie Blizzard. Note- I ordered a mini Blizzard so I wouldn't feel so bad about eating it. HA! Alright, Google search done. A MINI Blizzard is 370 calories. So with just those 2 delicious yet disastrous treats, I consumed 730 calories. Wow...and I'm having a hard time figuring out where to start? Allow me to punch myself in the face for being such a dumb ass. Step 1 tomorrow...figure out all the extra unnecessary crap I eat and then don't eat it. :)